Magnets on my Refrigerator

A Ramble: by Christopher Platt

Ever thought about magnets on your fridge? When you don't have any, you just feel bare and incomplete. Sure when you first get your fridge you like keeping it clean, but eventually you'll acquire some magnets here and there.

You end up having magnets you like more than others, and you put those in places where you can see them better. Others you just kinda see from time to time, but they're not the main focus of your refrigerator.

Then over time one of two things happens, you get so many magnets that you just don't have enough room for them, so you either try to stuff them all together, making your refrigerator a mess, or end up having to throw away some of the ones you don't like as much that you should've thrown away years ago anyway but didn't. Then there's some magnets that you get from special circumstances, and those are the magnets you keep all your life. You never really know when you'll find these magnets, I guess it's sort of up to chance, but when you have one you'll probably know. if not, then soon. Unfortunately through your travels and moves you might lose some, or even all of your magnets, whether it's your fault or not, but you'll still have some, and you'll get new ones to replace them, but you'll always remember the ones you lost.

Magnets decorate your fridge, usually every one is different, and your fridge doesn't seem so lonely and empty after all. Remember, when you have a fridge, you can have a stuffed fridge full of food you love or it can be filled with crap, but without magnets a refrigerator's just no fun at all.

well thanks for reading (: in case you didn't catch all the symbolism, think of this...magnets are your friends, and your refrigerator is your life.

bye~

-Chris

Use Somebody

That song's been stuck with me for the longest time now.

They didn't play it at the dance, it's not on my iTunes, but I can hear it, even find myself singing it sometimes. =/

maybe I need somebody. what a chilling thought. actually relying on someone entirely. haven't done that in a while.

Anyways, I have the utmost respect for those of you who do (: it takes faith.

buh bye.

Hello/Goodbye.

It's kinda interesting don'tcha think? Hawaiians have the same word for hello and goodbye. Kinda makes me want to write a poem or an essay on its significance or something (x I seriously need to get out of school.

Anywhooooo. Aloha was funner than I thought it would be :] or maybe I should always have low expectations of dances. The dancing/music wasn't that great while I was there, but I heard it got better near the end. I danced with seniors more than sophomores, but personally I think they're a lot more fun [x sorry guys. But Isabel and Alice and them had fun dancing with Jeremy ;] so it's all good. Dancing with Avi and Michele was fun as long as Shivie was there. Omigosh Shivie ^-^ love that girl. She was like my bestest friend all night. and we watched over the bounce house by jumping in it and being stupid. But then he shift was over and irresponsible ASB people didn't take their shifts after she was done >_> but we left anyway :P

Oh, and anyone who's reading this. Have some more respect for Charlie's dancing if you don't already. Cuz we tried that stuff. Freaking hard. But anyways, yup :] Hung out with Tiff Yeh's sister Stephanie for a while :D it was like CEC all over again :P but yeah.

I still think that Mrs. Flowers dancing on the table was one of the highlights of the dance [x but the slide was pretty fun. Got a plastic burn though ): so that was kinda bugging me.

and by the way. I'm quite proud of you for what you did (: You'll never know it, but yeah I saw. and now s'more...

In Recent News :D

-US tied with England in the World Cup 1-1

-The number of millionaires is back to "normal" before the economic slump. Oh yay! :DDD cuz that helps us all so much.

-The girl who was circumnavigating the world alone had some problems and is now back on land ): that sucks. She was already in the Indian Ocean.

-Megatron's finally dead and gone, and Shockwave is gonna be the villain in Transformers 3

-With all these new iPhones and iStuff coming out, new websites are buying used ones to offset the higher costs of new ones, which means cheaper prices for us buying them used but still good!! but honestly. who buys Mac stuff used?

-And Diddy bought his son a $360,000 car for his 16th birthday. (lucky --x)

that's all.

Chris.

Unplugged.

So I just deactivated my Facebook today. They make it so very convenient that you can never fully delete your facebook, and you can always return to it (: kinda sounds like cigarettes and drugs don'tcha think?

Anyways, to put it bluntly, the end of this school year is sucking. It is sucking very badly I might add, besides 3 things.

-Red Cross Cabinet

-Ironman

-The little things

So if I seem like I'm not two happy, it's cuz I'm probably not, and I'm lacking in sleep. sorry. wtheck...I just realized that I spelled my "too" like "two." Honestly wtheck is wrong with me?

Anywho.

It was nice having a friendly chat with a Special Someone. (; it's been a while. and I owe the hutch 45 cents. good thing I remembered. kk no more lunch for the rest of the school year :D yay!

g'night you guys.

p.s. Facebook, I can't wait until you get obsolete. =]

Why am I so surprised?

Because I'm stupid.

An Evening on the Beach?

Yeah....sorry if I freaked you guys out before....not feeling too happy recently. but there's always the good stuff :]

It's really hard to appreciate it though because bad stuff always seems to occupy your mind more than the good ones. why is that? Maybe the good thoughts are just polite, so they step to the side. HAPPY THOUGHTS PLEASE BE MORE AGGRESSIVE.

In recent news:

Ms. USA is of arabic descent

Megan Fox will not be in Transformers 3

The Mascots for the 2012 Olympics in London are cyclopses.

and

The oil spill has now reached Louisiana's coast.

That's all for today (: have a good one.

On a Brighter Note.

You are a complete and utter...

-insensitive jerk

and you should be punished. but you already have, and I hope you get more. --x cuz you suck.

A LOT.

goodbye. except that I can't get away from you --x which makes me sick. maybe that's why my stomach hurt today.

that felt good to get out.

hi you guys (:

Just Throw it Away.

Hello there,

I probably won't be talking to you for a very long time, or maybe I never will...which is a shame because I really like you.

either way, I'm sorry.

I can't help but think that so much is being wasted.

-Chris.

p.s. Life...I bite my thumb at you sir.

Come Again?

Why don't we like people. I mean, there's the most basic of all dislike, and that's prejudice and racism, where people just don't like other people "because." but even that has to start from somewhere. I think childhood is to blame for early prejudices like that, but other than that, I wonder why we don't like people.
A lady told me that the reason you hate someone is because you see in them qualities that you don't like in yourself. Google says it's to make you feel better or more confident about yourself...but I've heard the second one way too much, so let's talk about the first one shall we?
I guess you really have to think hard about it, because when I first thought about the people that really piss me off, I couldn't find it...but if you're brutally honest enough with yourself, you might find something. I think I might have explained one of them....but the rest I'm still kinda stuck.

Personally, I think you don't like people out of fear of what they could do to you, whether it's your reputation, your grade, your chances in college, your friends, your secrets. Some part of them makes you worry for yourself. I know this is freaking broad and probably not insightful in the least, but in case you didn't know, I find it kinda interesting to explore human psychology without just picking up a book on Psyc 101.

In case you're wondering, yes I don't like people (: which is why I was thinking about this, and kinda wanted to write out what I'm thinking, because recently my thoughts have been quite jumbled. Good job blog. do your job.

-Chris

p.s. seriously, get your dirty self away from me. I don't like you -_-

p.p.s. don't worry about that too much you guys ^ :] just had to kinda get that out.

My Cat Cuddles

So I have a cat named cuddles :]

she scratched me today.

I love cuddles.

Anyway, so away from the kindergarten talk. I have something rather important to say. I'd rather not just plop it down though, cuz it kinda means a lot to me, not in the normal sense, but iono. it's just one of those things you probably don't think about, but when you do, it kinda hits you. Maybe I'm laying this out too thick. You decide :]

People say that hate is a strong word. I couldn't agree more. I tell people that on a pretty regular basis, and I try not to abuse it myself, but what about "love?"

Some people say, "What about love?" (btw, yes in English the punctuation goes inside the quotation, I don't get it, but that's how it is) I mean, sure you might care about your friend, or like the shirt he/she's wearing, but I just feel like people tend to forget how few words we have in the english vocabulary like "love" and that we shouldn't...abuse it? if that's the right word.

I do it a lot too unfortunately ): whether making up for bad joke or...I don't know, whatever we used it for. So I'm challenging myself, and you too if you'd like, to try using "love" a little less when you don't half to (: It just makes it that much more meaningful to those of us who hear it. The sad thing is that this thought occured to me through a facebook group, so it makes me wonder. Do I have other little things about me I might not notice but actually kinda matter?

So back to happy aimless talk (: I'm seriously pissed at Sandra Bullock's husband --x what's his face? Jesse James. ): I mean, he's got one of the best female actresses as his wife, he's pretty darn hot, and he goes and cheats with some tatooed random girl. >_> something's not right here...I think she can do better though (: I just hope it doesn't hurt her acting >.<>

Orangeeee :D nothing rhymes with orange. and nothing seems to be helping the cramp in my calf either --x Ashley suggested putting warm rice on it, but I think I'd sooner eat it [x We lost the meet too ): I wish I was super fast like Zach was. only...as a sophomore :D I wish Mark would work us harder ): maybe I should start training Sundays.....

No comps tomorrow. hooray.

I'm gonna go study APHug now. I'd like a hug right now, but I prb won't get one. I'ma go hug my giant pikachu. (:

-Chris

LOTD: You might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not~

Warm Blueberry Muffins.

Vanessa's blog is making me feel poetic, but I can't stay on the computer very long. :[

I'll write tomorrow.

Crescendo

Hehe yups :] I still remember some stuff from piano. I really have to start that again.

Anyways, hopefully you know it was my birthday today, and if not...stop following my blog --x just kidding :] but yeah. Today was really weird, but it was a good day, so that's fine.

FIRST AND FOREMOST

I'd like to give a HUGE thank you and I love you to Alice, Ashley, Angela, Mary, Sarah, and Pauline (in chronological order) for your notes/cards/art/love. I know this sounds really mushy and corny or whatever, but it seriously made me feel really special ^-^ Seriously, I know we all have like no time anymore, but the fact you took some time to write something out is touching.

v^-^

(and to Isabel and Archie, don't worry if you're out of paper/ink/both, it's the thought that counts (: )

So, besides those lovely people up there ^, school was pretty normal, Red X cabinet, or some of it, sang to me, and I did well on my chem test :]

Hall kinda chewed me out in 2nd period today --x and evidently I have the same birthday as her mother...but whatever.

Another downer was not being able to swim, cuz I forgot my suit (stupidstupidstupid) D; but yeah :] I think Paul hates me --x like he really does. I think I'd better stay away from his girls, during practice anyway, or how about just whenever he's around.

Life's not perfect, but it can do pretty darn well sometimes.

-Chris

p.s. Sorry Ralph. I owe you food yeah? (:

"Hey they're hot" "What? You mean those guys?"

So the title and many more things are the reasons why I'm shunning Alice and Opal and Vince and Avery and Ethan and Avi tomorrow. shameeeee ): it was fun.

So anyway, today was Avi Bagla's Birthday :] My indian man of the islands ;D except India doesn't have islands, so I'm kinda curious how that works. Anyways, my Blogger isn't going to a new line when I reach the end of the box, it's just going right. which is kinda bothering me --x cuz yeah. but I don't want to keep making new paragraphs, so I don't know what I'm going to do :/

BACK TO AVI :] I hope you had a great birthday even though you had to work on musical and you

got caught flirting with Opal in Chem (;

There's more in your card, but I thought I'd give you a shout-out :D and I even wrote it in purple, so you're special.

Sorry you didn't get giant balloons and whatnot, but you're not a girl (x and we guys don't get stuff like that. Oh well. The Cons of not having to give birth to children and not having gender prejudice :/ it's tough man.

You know what? I want to get you a giant red ball. but I have no idea where to buy one :/ darn.

Well I'm 16 now. hooray. actually, I'm probably still 15, but I don't know when I got pulled out of my mom's tummy, so let's just assume like 7am or something [x

Yesterday was fun. The meet was wonderful, Huntington Beach was wonderful, and I got to bond with Lydia and Steph :] so that was good. I hate getting attached to seniors though! because I miss them that much more when they leave ): stupid Seniors. I love some of you.

I got to see Wendy today too! :D I lot of you don't know her, but she's wonderful :] She's up there with Yeuting. but anyways. you don't know about that either (;

Thanks to Ashley and Angela for midnight calls ^-^

-Chris

p.s. sorry about the weird text. Blogger's being weird.

You Have No Idea

It's a weird feeling when you're worried sick about something. You can't concentrate much, your stomach feels like you just went through Six-Flags a few times, and you just want to bunch in a corner and watch the world pass by.

It's different each time too. If you're worrying about a friend, you space out, stare at the phone wondering to call, stare at AIM, hoping that they sign on. The worst is when you feel like you can't do anything to help.

Then there's worry about family, whether it's parents, or divorce, or anything. You can't do much, because someone's yelling, or else we wouldn't be having problems, and there's still that knot in your stomach.

There's worry about yourself too. Not the whole anxiety you get when you see you have a C+ on ABI, or when you find you have a big test tomorrow and it's already 2am. It's hard to describe, but anyone who's been there knows what I mean.

You know what else is weird? Your emotions can get you sick. If you're seriously in depression or worried, it can degrade your body. I really don't get this though, because if you're worrying about something, the last thing you want to do is have to worry about your personal health. but now that I think about it, maybe your body's telling you to get up and move on with it, and it's going to hurt itself until you decide to get your head back on straight, because that's the only way you'll listen to it.

Well tomorrow's an away meet against the rich people of Sage Hill. (: We're going to Corona Del Mar though, and according to the almighty Google, Corona Del Mar High is really close to UCI, but with traffic it might take a while to get there :/ oh well. sleeping time (: and did you know Sage Hill is in the city of Newport Beach? o.o

oh well. that's all for now.

-Chris

Tired of Being Sorry

So Friday was Sadies, and that was alright. Personally I don't really care for dances anyway, so yeah. Congratulations to Archie and Marissa though. and thanks to Archie for changing me to food instead of 8-8:30 registration, because I'm pretty sure I had more fun with food than registration. ^-^

I kinda screwed up my back and leg and foot and knee on the bounce house though --x so that kinda hurt for a while, but it feels better now. Dancing with Avi and Shivie and them was fun :] and I attempted dancing with Charlie xDDD but that didn't work out so well. He's too good for me :]

Special thanks to Angela and Ashley who helped us with cleaning the food store floor and moving all the otter pops into the cooler. [x btw, anyone out there who's planning on having another school dance, you can't put otter-pops in the ice machine, cuz toxin in the plastic can get in the ice, etc. so yeah :]

Thank goodness for Pandora. It makes me happy.

The sister is going away for Spring Break, and I'm afraid I'm going to miss her :/ On the bright side I get to go to Texas to look at colleges. I think that'll be enough to convince me NOT to go to Texas for college [x I seriously am prepared for the worst weather in my life there. Taiwan's pretty bad, but the food and stores and people are worth it ^-^ Texas...isn't, but let's not be judgmental yeah? :] we have enough of that going around.

I'm so glad there's a world outside of Whitney. It's weird how sometimes you think that grades and pissy friends and all that is the end of the world, and you're up 'til 5 in the morning. Sometimes it is, cuz grades are kinda important [x Then you remember you have friends outside school, great people can still go to crap colleges, and that sleep is sometimes more important than studying the book AGAIN.

I wanna do colorguard, and get weird looks, and have people laugh at me for being gay. It looks like fun.

-Chris

Black Licorice Jellybeans

So yesterday was Archie's birthday :] so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY shree tree :]

So evidently she got like 9 cakes. [x May you never be short on cake (:

That'd better not happen on my birthday if I even get anything, cuz then my swim times are gonna go down, and I'm gonna get diabetes :[ diabetes sucks from what I'm told. I like pretty bookmarks though :D and umm cute stuff that I can put in Hannah and my locker :D.....yeah. now I'm gonna get a bajillion bookmarks [x but yeah.

I really like purple :] can you tell?

k let's be serious.

Actually, why bother? because the world's gonna end in 2012 anyway right? :] actually we don't really know. I just wish the Mayans had given us a reason besides the fact that it's just the end of their giant circle stone --x but whatever :]

So, in case you guys don't know, I'm kinda just a little obsessed with Cobra Starship right now (: and if I had one of those playlist things, that's what would be on it. Right now it's "Send My Love to the Dancefloor." "Hot Mess", "The City is at War", and "Good Girls Go Bad" :D def. worth checking out.

I'm really just font and color OCD right now :] which is a good thing, because that means I'm happy. why am I happy. oh well. :D

I should seriously get a case or something for my pikachu collection :D but quite frankly it hasn't grown much recently :[ c'mon guys! get busy. please? just a little? I want more pikachus :[

soooo. this is supposed to be Webdings, but it doesn't look like it :/ oh well. (actually I guess it did work [x so I guess I'll switch it out. cuz Tiff's Birthday is important)

Tiff Liu's birthday is coming up! :D and Sadies' but my shift got changed to 10-10:30 w/o Angela ): even though they said yesterday I'd be working w/ her at registration. oh well :[ I wonder who I'm working with.

Swim went pretty well today :] I got 3rd in 100BR and 200IM, which isn't bad considering I started last in 200IM and I wasn't trying BR :] so yeah. pretty good day. Kathy left me her loving mark on my back though (swim ppl you know what I'm talking about ;]) and Kirstie was being scandy, Maggie was charismatic as usual, Alice was flirting with Ethan as usual, and wrestling in the warmup pool=man bonding :D too bad we couldn't really play in the playground :/ darnicles.

I heart swim :] (since the heart thing messes with the html --x)

-Chris

The Lining is Silver

So today has been a pretty darn good day (:

I really love the CAHSEE (California High School Exit Exam) sorry I just wanted to write it out once. The english was actually harder than I expected, but nothing super difficult. So, sitting with Catherine was fun [x We erased the *This Page is Blank on Purpose* pages and stealthily ate popcorn (; Mrs. Hall was giving me weird looks though [x cuz I just kept pulling out popcorn. Alice was having fun in the back sleeping on the floor with Kevin Zosa back there. I think Catherine was jealous.

Anywayssss, so after that, we went to spanish, and we freaking have another career project IN SPANISH --x which I think is kinda stupid.......but yeah. I think I need to pick a career, but I think I picked a major (: which makes me happy. So then we had the swim meet, and running back to school to get secret buddy gifts, and hot asphalt, OH! AND Opal's cake =D can't forget that.

The meet went really well :D we won, 95-70, and I felt really good for everything, so things are looking up. My 50br is 32.3, 100br is 1:12, and 200IM is 2:42? I think. not sure. but I think I'm gonna have bruised heels because of that ): bleh. Greg came back today too! :D and I'm sure Alice was just peeing her suit in joy, but she didn't show it (; Congrats to Ailien too, asking her mystery Cerritos man [x

My dad bought me boba today (: so that was a nice surprise to come home to.

Archie's Birthday is tomorrow! I haven't done a birthday post in a freaking long time, but I don't think I'll do one, because they're pretty much the same thing as you write in cards, so yeah.

-Chris

p.s. Thanks to everyone who reads and isn't ignoring me :] and thanks to everyone who doesn't read this too.

Improvement.

Failure can be interpreted a lot of ways, but it really sucks when they all apply to you; and how appropriate that Crash and Burn would be playing right now, but unfortunately the part of not being alone kinda doesn't apply, because everything that's wrong is kinda only up to me, but it's always nice to have support. I just need to find some.

I used to wish I was rich, wish I was talented, wish I was meant for something bigger than everything in my life, and now I'm kinda tired of wishing. So guess what? Time to screw everything else that's not important in my life and concentrate on what is, because I need to get my priorities straight. It'd probably be in my best interest to toss my laptop out of the window, but I think that'd probably be more hurt than help.

I have other problems, but if I were to elaborate on it I'd probably draft this post too, and I've been doing that a lot recently, so I guess I'll actually post something.

Big surprise that tomorrow's probably an "Ignore Chris Day". and I might as well acknowledge this, because...well....it's kinda hard not to? but yeah. If you read this, and I honestly have no idea if you will or not, I'm sorry I'm not going with you, but I'm not sorry I said no, because I like to think I'm allowed that choice, yeah? And what everyone says is right, you deserve someone better :] I'm pretty sure I've told you that before, but yeah....I'm pretty sure this ordeal will probably change things, especially with people like Alice who hate me right now, but it doesn't on my side, so do what you like.

On the bright side a hecka lot of birthday's coming up :] which means lots of money spending. Oh well, friends are worth it :] esp. the keepers. hopefully you know who you are. and if you don't....well......you are (:

Time for bed now. g'night.

-Chris

p.s. Alice, if you're reading this. If you're still looking for your i-pod, seriously, ask Improta if you haven't already.

Two Bubbles.

Alright, so I guess I'll just tell everyone now and let it trickle down to whoever else cares. I have currently lost my 4.0 to math anal. so yeah. no pretty robe at graduation, less scholarships, you get it. This really kills my perception of sophomore year though. It's like when you have a great day and one little big thing goes wrong, and it spoils it, because you just can't get over it. I've had polo, formal, fall play, but now sophomore year is the year I got my first B in highschool. horray.

It kinda sucks...knowing you're stupider than everyone else who isn't screwed like you are, and you get how other people feel when they get screwed like you did. And it's weird cuz we'll give other people answers for test, homework, etc, but when something like this happens everyone who's better knows that deep down they're happy because it's better for them. and I don't blame you, it's natural? I guess?

It's still depressing though, cuz now I feel stupid. and not to be conceited or anything, but I've never been BAD at math. so yeah. I'm very disappointed with myself right now. stupidstupidstupid.

and another thing --x Park gave my parents a "Warning" about the class at the beginning of the school year that a lot of people lose their 4.0's to Fierro, and it pisses me off to no end to be another one of her stupid little statistics, and have her be right. sigh.

On the bright side I suck at swim.

not too bright huh? that's the point.

I really hate hope too. like when I went into the comp and I had a chance to get an A-, but I needed to get 100%. I hate it. Why couldn't I just not have a chance at getting one and not hope and not be put down that much more. --x it just really ticks me off.

Then there's family. but let's not bring them into this right now --x or I think I'll commit suicide, which, besides being a hassle, is freaking expensive and messy. So if you ever decide to commit suicide, remember to leave some money behind for your funeral and crap, unless you want them to hate you when you're dead, because you're a selfish nincompoop.

I wonder if I'll draft this....

Stimulus Diffusion.

Wow...pretty good Thai song that my friend posted [x interesting how Pop Culture really DOES go everywhere o.o like Perry said.

the MV's weird, and the girl reminds me of Tiff at her China photoshoots [x

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TV8TWOyiqKE&feature=related

My Life. Thank you very much

So it's comps. and there's formal. and there's stress. and there's sleep deprivation everywhere. So I'm gonna blog.

It's really hard accepting you have a B. Like, I never thought I'd have to, but it's really hard. Surprisingly hard ): but when you get over it, school really doesn't feel like such a poopy hole anymore, because you realize life goes on after school, and even if you don't have a 4.0. So, thanks to God for that. I guess it's for the best.

This semester's been really interesting. I kinda feel like writing anonymous notes to people. I think I will :/

I really love Hall. i really do. She's like one of those people you can tell your little childish problems to, and she'll laugh, and then she'll help you fix them in some magical way that makes 150% sense, and you walk away feeling good. I would, except for the fact that so many people already do, and yeah...I don't really know how to elaborate on that, but I still think she's a great person :]

You know, thinking about kids makes you appreciate your parents so much more. You think about how eventually you're gonna be a parent, and if your kids are gonna turn out ok. Then you wonder how you're going to make them like you while raising them to be good people too. And then I wonder if I really want my kids to act like me. :[ and that makes me a little sad.

Formal + Not being a 100% legal driver = problems D; just FYI everyone out there!!! Senior year should be easier [x

You know what? I'm melting in here -___- I think I'm gonna go turn on the ceiling fan. in January. this is weird. or maybe it's just me.

"God made girls ice-cubes" (for the most part)

-Chris Platt

Why did New have to go and get Old?

Well, it's 2010 now (: I have no idea what it means except more of the best times of my life, and that's worth looking forward to. :]

I'm not gonna make resolutions to blog more, I'm not gonna make resolutions to clean my room, because I have more important people and stuff to worry about this year, so they get priority. Don't you guys feel special (;

Anyways, I think Park's succeeding in making me think about college and making me realize that it's closer than I think and that I need to prep for it. So props to you, but I still don't like you -_- you meanie face. iono she's just very cold >.> I wonder how she'll treat her kid.

Nothing much is going on. PE has gotten more boring :[ and I can't wait for swim season. I also can't wait to get my fat butt into shape again --x because I seriously suck right now. I'm not fat, but in a few weeks that could change. I'm joining CAC ASAP. Anyone care to join me? *coughaliceqianxiaozuoGASP* (:

And of course, how can I forget formal :] and the fact that I get to go with this really nice, really fun, amazingly pretty girl named Marissa Fierro! :O :D hehe sorry I couldn't help it ^-^ anyways. I just failed a math test though :/ so I better watch out. [x

Talent Show is coming up too! and I'm really scared for our class cuz it's literally next week and we're kinda -____- yeah......good luck to me, and C/o 2012 (:

2 last things:

-I want my webcam back mom! D;

-I really like this febreze my sister got me for Christmas <3

deep post to come :]

and I don't feel lonely anymore (: