19.5.10

An Evening on the Beach?

Yeah....sorry if I freaked you guys out before....not feeling too happy recently. but there's always the good stuff :]
It's really hard to appreciate it though because bad stuff always seems to occupy your mind more than the good ones. why is that? Maybe the good thoughts are just polite, so they step to the side. HAPPY THOUGHTS PLEASE BE MORE AGGRESSIVE.

In recent news:
Ms. USA is of arabic descent
Megan Fox will not be in Transformers 3
The Mascots for the 2012 Olympics in London are cyclopses.
and
The oil spill has now reached Louisiana's coast.

That's all for today (: have a good one.

17.5.10

On a Brighter Note.

You are a complete and utter...
-insensitive jerk

and you should be punished. but you already have, and I hope you get more. --x cuz you suck.
A LOT.

goodbye. except that I can't get away from you --x which makes me sick. maybe that's why my stomach hurt today.

that felt good to get out.

hi you guys (:

Just Throw it Away.

Hello there,
I probably won't be talking to you for a very long time, or maybe I never will...which is a shame because I really like you.
either way, I'm sorry.

I can't help but think that so much is being wasted.

-Chris.

p.s. Life...I bite my thumb at you sir.

3.5.10

Come Again?

Why don't we like people. I mean, there's the most basic of all dislike, and that's prejudice and racism, where people just don't like other people "because." but even that has to start from somewhere. I think childhood is to blame for early prejudices like that, but other than that, I wonder why we don't like people.
A lady told me that the reason you hate someone is because you see in them qualities that you don't like in yourself. Google says it's to make you feel better or more confident about yourself...but I've heard the second one way too much, so let's talk about the first one shall we?
I guess you really have to think hard about it, because when I first thought about the people that really piss me off, I couldn't find it...but if you're brutally honest enough with yourself, you might find something. I think I might have explained one of them....but the rest I'm still kinda stuck.
Personally, I think you don't like people out of fear of what they could do to you, whether it's your reputation, your grade, your chances in college, your friends, your secrets. Some part of them makes you worry for yourself. I know this is freaking broad and probably not insightful in the least, but in case you didn't know, I find it kinda interesting to explore human psychology without just picking up a book on Psyc 101.
In case you're wondering, yes I don't like people (: which is why I was thinking about this, and kinda wanted to write out what I'm thinking, because recently my thoughts have been quite jumbled. Good job blog. do your job.

-Chris

p.s. seriously, get your dirty self away from me. I don't like you -_-
p.p.s. don't worry about that too much you guys ^ :] just had to kinda get that out.