Two Bubbles.

Alright, so I guess I'll just tell everyone now and let it trickle down to whoever else cares. I have currently lost my 4.0 to math anal. so yeah. no pretty robe at graduation, less scholarships, you get it. This really kills my perception of sophomore year though. It's like when you have a great day and one little big thing goes wrong, and it spoils it, because you just can't get over it. I've had polo, formal, fall play, but now sophomore year is the year I got my first B in highschool. horray.

It kinda sucks...knowing you're stupider than everyone else who isn't screwed like you are, and you get how other people feel when they get screwed like you did. And it's weird cuz we'll give other people answers for test, homework, etc, but when something like this happens everyone who's better knows that deep down they're happy because it's better for them. and I don't blame you, it's natural? I guess?

It's still depressing though, cuz now I feel stupid. and not to be conceited or anything, but I've never been BAD at math. so yeah. I'm very disappointed with myself right now. stupidstupidstupid.

and another thing --x Park gave my parents a "Warning" about the class at the beginning of the school year that a lot of people lose their 4.0's to Fierro, and it pisses me off to no end to be another one of her stupid little statistics, and have her be right. sigh.

On the bright side I suck at swim.

not too bright huh? that's the point.

I really hate hope too. like when I went into the comp and I had a chance to get an A-, but I needed to get 100%. I hate it. Why couldn't I just not have a chance at getting one and not hope and not be put down that much more. --x it just really ticks me off.

Then there's family. but let's not bring them into this right now --x or I think I'll commit suicide, which, besides being a hassle, is freaking expensive and messy. So if you ever decide to commit suicide, remember to leave some money behind for your funeral and crap, unless you want them to hate you when you're dead, because you're a selfish nincompoop.

I wonder if I'll draft this....