I've got Issues >.<

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Low
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
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I promise I answered these truthfully :] but I guess you'll just have to trust me on that won't you? Can you do that?

My sister's so cute :] so I think it was Saturday, and she was really tired from JKI, but she stayed up to talk to me. Then after I took my shower my mom found her asleep on her bed with i-pod in her ears, gameboy in her hands, and dead asleep on her bed <3>

Evidently Rosenberg thinks I should go to formal -___- thanks Archie. which was kinda weird. but anywayyyy (:

GOOD JOB AND GOOD LUCK to a girl I know named Alice Qianxiao Zuo (: who did better than me on her first alg 2/trig test xD and is stressing out about her basket. Evidently since our basket didn't go ask planned I guess we're merging with another class? O.o iono that's what Perry told me. I seriously think he should just be our HR rep xD I seriously love that guy though :] he's so cool.

I might be heading out to Char's house today for APHG Study Time v.2 Our class had to split the extra credit from the game today ): cuz we had an unfair question. and in all honesty I think that's fair (: because it was a really mean question. Good job Archie :] with your MUowning skills (; hehe.

I'm really happy today :D iono why. maybe it's Isabel [x Thanks Izzy :D (if you even read this xD)

and I finally got to go to a JV volleyball game :DDDD but I had to leave after the first game --x I'm pretty sure we won though, cuz they weren't all that great (x

bye~

Last Minute Binge

Slept in today,then off to Tiffany's house, then off to Knott's =]

We kicked Tina out of Alice's car [x for Joe. which was kinda sad, but she didn't care. I really like her little animal things on the seatbelts O.o iono. they're just. yeah :D anyways, so we got there, and Allen was sitting all cool and whatnot, and then the fun stuff started.

I honestly don't know why I'm blogging about this. maybe I just don't want to forget it. I think I'll just write the fun stuff, instead of a super long useless post.

-Joe, Allen's, and my stranger pact.

-Half Wet, Half Dry.

-Mystery Lodge :D

-Daniel the really nice black waiter :D

-Marc the really cool asian? waiter :D

-Catherine's Party of Eleven

-Cam Whoring

-Snoopy on Ice =]]]

-Ghostrider at night

-Sitting with Alice procrastination

-slaps in the face

-Last minute Funnel Cakes :D

-white pillows

Now I'm off to Taiwan for a few weeks (: I get to take an SAT book, The World is Flat, and some other books [x yay. I wonder what I'm going to miss the most about here.

I'll blog though, if I have nothing better to do :D probably just to document what I do or if I need to talk to something.

bye (:

~Chris

Hey! I thought I saw you!

Wow.....it's been a while since I last blogged. Well, not really. I have like 3 drafts that I never finished >.<>that badly. Unless you secretly love me (; then tell me so I can look out for stalkers.

So yesterday, I watched the crappiest movie I've ever seen --x like honestly it had the worst plot....actually no plot at all, but it had Nicholas Cage, and his acting was SOSOSOSOSOSOSO amazing. It was actually quite inspiring. (: but the. movie. sucked. so. bad. Honestly watch some clips of it, just to see how great his acting was, but don't waste an hour and a half like I did on that stupid movie =.= btw It's called Vampire's Kiss.

So right now, I could rant about parents and my "siempre mal" attitude, but I'd rather not (: cuz everyone has that, and I'd rather not have a pity party on my blog :D (no offense to everyone who actually does blog like that, do what you like) (:

Instead, I'm going to list everything that's gone right this summer :D but that's going to be on a separate post, cuz yeah (:

Oh joy >.> so my sister is staying in my room to listen to my iTunes, and she cant' find her phone...so she's gonna stay LONGER. but she found it now (: so she's gone. Oh great --x she came back. and I think she's reading this =.= which is VERY ANNOYING and quite distracting. Yay she left again (:

Stuff I still have to plan/do

-Go through Alice's music

-Go to Wild Rivers/Beach? o.o

-Go to Charles' House :D

-Movie Marathon night? =]

-Have Sarah meet my sister

-Finish Human Assignment >.<

-See Alice more.

I need more goals =.=

4th of July

4th of July :D

So pretty much, I just got up, and was lazy, and then I had to help my parents set up for our BBQ out in the backyard. Then suddenly, my tutoree kid came, so I tutored from 1-3, so no BBQ for me, cuz I had to go to volunteer at 3. so yeahh.......then I showered and left.

Volunteering was fun :D fail advertising and eating samples at the beginning [x but we finally got it, and started getting customers. Then Tiff started going crazy with delivering and getting orders. and THEN she took my job and went making crazy cotton candy animals [x

SO MANY SISTERS XDD seriously. There was Tina, Stephanie, Michaela. so that can't have been good [x Then Alice, Catherine, and I ran away from Red Cross and I don't even remember what we were doing O.o I just remember that later we went on some rides [x and came back to a gigantic line XD so that was pretty cool.

The fireworks were nice, as usual. very bright and pretty (: I got some pictures, but most sucked. Then helped clean up and I need to return Erin's bangle/bracelet things. ><

-Chris

p.s. thanks Alice for watching me wet my head in the fountain like a complete idiot and not ditching me (:

50%

That's how many of my calls I pick up. No lie.....I pick up 50% of the time. If you'd like, I'll show you the next time I see you.

Now that I think about it, maybe my mom's doing me a favor, pulling me away from connections and communication and just making me sit down for a sec and just stopping. Good stuff. Ignore some calls someday. Put your AIM on invisible and just keep to yourself sometime. It's hard, but you feel so good later. Like it's just you, maybe your family, but just you have control over everything, and you decide who goes in and out of your life.

I make it seem so hard to just not talk to your friends, but it kinda is. Then I look at my family, and my relationship with God, and I'm like. How much time have I been tending with them? Unfortunately not as much as I'd like. Sigh. I love worship though ^^ I don't know. I just feel like, after everything, if I don't listen to the lesson, if I don't understand what they're trying to get me to understand. I'm still there, I'm singing, and it's for Him, and I try to make it more than words, more than a melody. I should really pray more though. but I think God has an easier way of communicating with me, but it's still important.

Today in church, we talked about Gidian, and how he, and no one else, can live up to God's standards, and we somehow got to the subject of grace. Grace is amazing stuff isn't it? (: God just gives us 10 simple rules to live by, and we can't do it for more than 5 or 10 minutes that we're awake.

That 5th commandment though. It's hard (: For Catholic's it's the 4th, but it's all the same. "Honor thy Father and Mother." 5 words. and about 5,000,000,000 mess-ups every day.

but what about sisters? Honestly being a big brother is hard. You're the example, you're the guilty one, you're the protector, you're the punching bag, you're the better one, you're the smarter one, you're the older one. and it sucks because honestly sometimes I just wanna disown her and not have anything to do with her, or any of them. but in the end, they're all you've got. Your friends can move on, or move away, they can die, they can hate you. but in the end, almost always, your family's going to be there, and yes they can die, but unless they are...they're not going to leave you.

Hope you're not too depressed by now [x I could write more on this, but I'd better save it or else i won't have any followers anymore.

So today was BOOORRRRIIINNNGGGGGG D:

Saw some of my friends at church I haven't seen in a while :D talked to Emily (: who none of you know, and then went to Souplantation as usual, and then I napped for about 4 hours. xD cuz my mom wouldn't let me out of the house. We watched Harry Potter 5 at 7. and I read Fast Food Nation from 9:30-10 >:] so I get to be on the computer.

LOL my sister is in love with Harry Potter now, but before she hated everything about them xD so go figure.

NO RESERVATIONS IS A FREAKING GOOD MOVIE :DDDDD go watch it (:

oh gosh --x mom's getting on my nerves again. I'm really bad at this

g'night~

-Chris

p.s. Welcome back Sarah.

p.p.s. My mom just took my phone --x

Summer Fun

So Summer so far's been very fun, and I've spent a lot of money xD

Thursday was mostly a sleeping day but then Mary actually planned us a trip to the mall :D and we went shopping for Priyanka's gift. We looked everywhere D: and she's really hard to shop for. Well actually, just girls in general are hard to shop for xD esp clothes. So anyway, we went to almost EVERY and I mean EVERY store in the mall, including Aerie and Victoria's Secret (for Mary y'know? ;]) and we finally ended up getting something from _______ _____ so yeah =] fun stuff. Then I went with my dad to pick up a family friend --x freaking 6 1/2 hours of STRAIGHT sitting on my butt.......and then on the way back we got lost...and I was tired. so we're in the middle of nowhere stuck in a huge line of traffic when we figure out we're on the wrong street and it's like :O STUPID FREEWAY (: so yeah. that was my Thursday.

Friday was just playing Maplestory with my sister and shopping with Isabel for 2 1/2 hours looking for Erin's gift that I will be giving her today :D horray >:] and hopefully I don't have to come home for our little barbeque thing --x cuz I hate looking after their kids, and I don't wanna eat meat, so yeah :D Hopefully Izzy and I aren't complete loners at her party >.<' wish us luck!

So so far this summer I've spent.........$6+$16+$52+$10+$8.50=$92.50 =____= in three days.....

I wonder when I should actually tell people the URL of this blog. or just wait until by chance someone looks at my blogger profile and finds that I have one.

Surprisingly, I actually like blogging =/ it's weird. kinda odd not carrying everything around with me (x

question for the two girls who do read my blog.

What if the world really did end in 2012...

Last Day of School.

I'm not going to post about school, cuz not much happened except running around, calling mom, and signing inserts. and SOMEONE writing on my hand >.> in PERMANENT marker x] but it's gone now so it's ok.

Wow i post so late D: I hate getting behind on important stuff that you HAVE to post <.<>

So anyway, afterschool, we ended up NOT walking to TC <3>:] so I'ma try it sometime. Sarah, Mary & Joe went w/ Ralph and Allen to see Night at the Museum, so didn't see them much. and I was freak'n loner bag watcher D: oh well. [x so then movie theatre was packed, and I ended on the edge seat w/ some random girl >.> so I just left and sat on the bottom (: then Archie and BJ came to keep me company.

Afterwards, went to Alice's house. Played some Rockband, ate some pizza, and then SOME PEOPLE tried to scare me from inside the closet xD but that didn't work out too well. Then Jeremy and Angel and Tiff left, so it was just Catherine, Alice and me. they abused me ;P Then we had graduation with really really pretty fireworks and Wendy was Valedictorian :O I was like WOAH :DDD omigosh >.< much ="">

Makes you wonder how it feels to be older. and be an adult. when you're out in the world on your own w/o your parents close by all the time. when you can't just go home and lie in bed when you want to hide from the world. And then what about when my sister graduates? I can't even imagine her becoming an adult and growing up and leaving (x I guess it's a family bond thing, that she'll always be my little sister.

sorry if my blog bores whoever reads this already. I'll post something more meaningful soon (: