An Evening on the Beach?

Yeah....sorry if I freaked you guys out before....not feeling too happy recently. but there's always the good stuff :]

It's really hard to appreciate it though because bad stuff always seems to occupy your mind more than the good ones. why is that? Maybe the good thoughts are just polite, so they step to the side. HAPPY THOUGHTS PLEASE BE MORE AGGRESSIVE.

In recent news:

Ms. USA is of arabic descent

Megan Fox will not be in Transformers 3

The Mascots for the 2012 Olympics in London are cyclopses.

and

The oil spill has now reached Louisiana's coast.

That's all for today (: have a good one.

On a Brighter Note.

You are a complete and utter...

-insensitive jerk

and you should be punished. but you already have, and I hope you get more. --x cuz you suck.

A LOT.

goodbye. except that I can't get away from you --x which makes me sick. maybe that's why my stomach hurt today.

that felt good to get out.

hi you guys (:

Just Throw it Away.

Hello there,

I probably won't be talking to you for a very long time, or maybe I never will...which is a shame because I really like you.

either way, I'm sorry.

I can't help but think that so much is being wasted.

-Chris.

p.s. Life...I bite my thumb at you sir.

Come Again?

Why don't we like people. I mean, there's the most basic of all dislike, and that's prejudice and racism, where people just don't like other people "because." but even that has to start from somewhere. I think childhood is to blame for early prejudices like that, but other than that, I wonder why we don't like people.
A lady told me that the reason you hate someone is because you see in them qualities that you don't like in yourself. Google says it's to make you feel better or more confident about yourself...but I've heard the second one way too much, so let's talk about the first one shall we?
I guess you really have to think hard about it, because when I first thought about the people that really piss me off, I couldn't find it...but if you're brutally honest enough with yourself, you might find something. I think I might have explained one of them....but the rest I'm still kinda stuck.

Personally, I think you don't like people out of fear of what they could do to you, whether it's your reputation, your grade, your chances in college, your friends, your secrets. Some part of them makes you worry for yourself. I know this is freaking broad and probably not insightful in the least, but in case you didn't know, I find it kinda interesting to explore human psychology without just picking up a book on Psyc 101.

In case you're wondering, yes I don't like people (: which is why I was thinking about this, and kinda wanted to write out what I'm thinking, because recently my thoughts have been quite jumbled. Good job blog. do your job.

-Chris

p.s. seriously, get your dirty self away from me. I don't like you -_-

p.p.s. don't worry about that too much you guys ^ :] just had to kinda get that out.

My Cat Cuddles

So I have a cat named cuddles :]

she scratched me today.

I love cuddles.

Anyway, so away from the kindergarten talk. I have something rather important to say. I'd rather not just plop it down though, cuz it kinda means a lot to me, not in the normal sense, but iono. it's just one of those things you probably don't think about, but when you do, it kinda hits you. Maybe I'm laying this out too thick. You decide :]

People say that hate is a strong word. I couldn't agree more. I tell people that on a pretty regular basis, and I try not to abuse it myself, but what about "love?"

Some people say, "What about love?" (btw, yes in English the punctuation goes inside the quotation, I don't get it, but that's how it is) I mean, sure you might care about your friend, or like the shirt he/she's wearing, but I just feel like people tend to forget how few words we have in the english vocabulary like "love" and that we shouldn't...abuse it? if that's the right word.

I do it a lot too unfortunately ): whether making up for bad joke or...I don't know, whatever we used it for. So I'm challenging myself, and you too if you'd like, to try using "love" a little less when you don't half to (: It just makes it that much more meaningful to those of us who hear it. The sad thing is that this thought occured to me through a facebook group, so it makes me wonder. Do I have other little things about me I might not notice but actually kinda matter?

So back to happy aimless talk (: I'm seriously pissed at Sandra Bullock's husband --x what's his face? Jesse James. ): I mean, he's got one of the best female actresses as his wife, he's pretty darn hot, and he goes and cheats with some tatooed random girl. >_> something's not right here...I think she can do better though (: I just hope it doesn't hurt her acting >.<>

Orangeeee :D nothing rhymes with orange. and nothing seems to be helping the cramp in my calf either --x Ashley suggested putting warm rice on it, but I think I'd sooner eat it [x We lost the meet too ): I wish I was super fast like Zach was. only...as a sophomore :D I wish Mark would work us harder ): maybe I should start training Sundays.....

No comps tomorrow. hooray.

I'm gonna go study APHug now. I'd like a hug right now, but I prb won't get one. I'ma go hug my giant pikachu. (:

-Chris

LOTD: You might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not~

Warm Blueberry Muffins.

Vanessa's blog is making me feel poetic, but I can't stay on the computer very long. :[

I'll write tomorrow.

Crescendo

Hehe yups :] I still remember some stuff from piano. I really have to start that again.

Anyways, hopefully you know it was my birthday today, and if not...stop following my blog --x just kidding :] but yeah. Today was really weird, but it was a good day, so that's fine.

FIRST AND FOREMOST

I'd like to give a HUGE thank you and I love you to Alice, Ashley, Angela, Mary, Sarah, and Pauline (in chronological order) for your notes/cards/art/love. I know this sounds really mushy and corny or whatever, but it seriously made me feel really special ^-^ Seriously, I know we all have like no time anymore, but the fact you took some time to write something out is touching.

v^-^

(and to Isabel and Archie, don't worry if you're out of paper/ink/both, it's the thought that counts (: )

So, besides those lovely people up there ^, school was pretty normal, Red X cabinet, or some of it, sang to me, and I did well on my chem test :]

Hall kinda chewed me out in 2nd period today --x and evidently I have the same birthday as her mother...but whatever.

Another downer was not being able to swim, cuz I forgot my suit (stupidstupidstupid) D; but yeah :] I think Paul hates me --x like he really does. I think I'd better stay away from his girls, during practice anyway, or how about just whenever he's around.

Life's not perfect, but it can do pretty darn well sometimes.

-Chris

p.s. Sorry Ralph. I owe you food yeah? (: