Prego.

You thought of pregnancy didn't you? :] not the spaghetti sauce brand.

I find it really sad that in almost all pop culture pregnancy is seen as a bad thing, instead of a good thing. Babies are almost always the consequence, or punishment, or the problem; and pregnancy is taboo and always the "plot-thickener" :/ it's really kinda sad.

Crap I did bad on callbacks today >.< really really bad. Usually I'll come out of an audition feeling alright, but this one felt soo bad :[ There's always crew, but it's just not the same. The weirdest thing is how much I really miss Mrs. Improta, so now I'm going to try for musical for sure cuz I miss her directing :D LOL so is the after-party gonna be at Mr. Z's house? xD Good luck to Alice and Andrew Fang (: hope you guys make it!

oh btw no pity comments please :] thanx.

Trail mix is surprisingly good o.o but really salty...........I just drank half a liter of water (x QUICK! HOW MANY kJ DOES IT TAKE TO HEAT IT 13 DEGREES CELCIUS :P

hehe just in case you have too much time (;

Archie, your post with the little girl was really cute :D

ok, time to study math and spanish, and somehow squeeze in some Hunger Games.

bye~

p.s. Archie......you know what I'm blaming you for >:]

Cinnamon Sugar Crepes

That's the organization that my mom and I were walking for this morning. We went with my mom's co-workers at like 9. It was interesting. It's kinda awkward though cuz there's not much to talk about with them, but I was just there (x Anyway, the walk is for awareness about mental illness, and how it's just like any other kind of disease. It's really sad how mental people are treated like they have the plague or something, except they can still walk around people. So they're hoping to get more funding for mental health programs and raise awareness ^^ so I thought that was a good cause.

OHOHOHOH guess what? :D so we had Steve Lopez speak at the Opening Ceremony. He's the guy who met the violin player and wrote the book The Soloist :O and the guy was even there! He played, and it was interesting, but they had to cut him off because he was playing too long :/ Which is kinda sad.

Santa Monica is so beautiful!!! It's amazing. Everything is just so pretty and it's by the beach, and it's all modern w/ lots of stores and lots of trees (: I honestly want to live there someday, or at some high-end beach community type place (: And there are lots of hot white people there :D and some Russian evidently o.o but I'll tell you about that later.

We need to go to Santa Monica's beach next summer :] it's so pretty, but the waves aren't too big. But it's really really nice!

Anyway, so after the run we went to lunch at this Crepe Cafe. This is where I met the Russian people. They were speaking Russlish or something, but they were complaining about this girl's boyfriend and the guy had gotten divorced :/ kinda sad. I had this really good cinnamon sugar crepe though :D and eggs and bacon. <33

Then we went to A. Eagle to look around before we went home. They were having a BOGO 50% sale, but I didn't get any clothes (: just some sunglasses that I'm sure you guys will laugh at when I wear them to school xD cuz you always do. they were cheap though :] so I could always get more. I'ma go to to mall later to look for a jacket (: funfunfun.

Now I have something VERY important to do, and hopefully I can finish (:

bye~

Pax Deorum

So it is currently 2:01am and I have absolutely no idea why I'm on blogger right now :]

I actually feel kinda bad about ranting about polo the other day -___- It made me feel better though :] which is kinda what these things are for. I should really consider drafting stuff though.

I didn't do as good as I thought for Human :[ 85%. So today I need a 95%. I guess I'll wish on 2:02? xD sighhh.....oh well.

So weird stuff in hour lunch :O So evidently Alice and Ralph are having some kind of seduction game [x and Alice went around w/ a neck fetish...I didn't really get Ralph though. Thankfully I saved her from joining Club Kai and staying loyal to our Chinese side <3

anywho.
Grats to Tiff who got a freaking awesome blood red camera :D which I had to fix in bojo and all her cute pictures got lost :[ We really have to do another continuous photoshoot with Isabel :D honestly they're so much fun!!! Sorry that Bojo never calls on you Tiff :[ but now you get a paragraph dedicated to you :D we need to improve our post-it convos.

I just realized why I'm on here. I'm waiting for Alice to reply to our super late review. but I think she fell asleep, but I don't think I should call cuz it's 2 in the morning. I think I will though, and let it ring once, cuz falling asleep on your desk is not good >.< or maybe not D: I don't like guilt.

Good Luck to all the Human people out there. :D love you guys~

~bye now.

China Roses

Today wasn't so bad :/ Am I the only person who kinda realizes that when crappy stuff happens good stuff also happens? it's weird. >.< I mean, what if you DON'T want the crap to happen MORE than you WANT the good thing to happen? Then what happens? Then you're just not happy either way.

I played goalie today in polo --x honestly we have so many ppl it's hard to swim during practice, so I end up being behind the huge PACK cuz I don't want to get water in my face all the time, so Paul thinks I'm slow >.< Then to further ruin practice Sagar puts me in the goal like he's some kind of captain person, and it just freaking pisses me off. If he ever does that I'm just gonna ignore him, and if the coach makes me fine, but I won't listen to that kid >_> and anyway I come to polo practice to PRACTICE. I'm not gonna sit in a freaking goal for 45 minutes and all my "practice" be swimming. cuz I can swim anytime I want. GAH just annoys me >:O

On a lighter note, I think I did well on my APHG free response (: I know how to study for it now, and it's really quite easy. I just need to stress definitions more. I think I'm gonna start talking to Hannah in HR (: I'm just afraid I'll actually become friends with her and miss her when she graduates :/ so we'll see (: if I'm gonna make friends, might as well make them early right? :D

I really have no patience when I get home >.< I'm tired and hungry and sometimes sore and maybe thinking about some crap that happened that day, but I really need to stop being so immature. ): At least I have something to work towards besides a 4.0 I haven't had many goals lately.

I'm up for going to the mall Saturday. Anyone in?

~bye

p.s. I seriously hate it when Blogger says you have some problems with the HTML and it erases some of what you wrote. --x

I've got Issues >.<

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Low
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

I promise I answered these truthfully :] but I guess you'll just have to trust me on that won't you? Can you do that?

My sister's so cute :] so I think it was Saturday, and she was really tired from JKI, but she stayed up to talk to me. Then after I took my shower my mom found her asleep on her bed with i-pod in her ears, gameboy in her hands, and dead asleep on her bed <3>

Evidently Rosenberg thinks I should go to formal -___- thanks Archie. which was kinda weird. but anywayyyy (:

GOOD JOB AND GOOD LUCK to a girl I know named Alice Qianxiao Zuo (: who did better than me on her first alg 2/trig test xD and is stressing out about her basket. Evidently since our basket didn't go ask planned I guess we're merging with another class? O.o iono that's what Perry told me. I seriously think he should just be our HR rep xD I seriously love that guy though :] he's so cool.

I might be heading out to Char's house today for APHG Study Time v.2 Our class had to split the extra credit from the game today ): cuz we had an unfair question. and in all honesty I think that's fair (: because it was a really mean question. Good job Archie :] with your MUowning skills (; hehe.

I'm really happy today :D iono why. maybe it's Isabel [x Thanks Izzy :D (if you even read this xD)

and I finally got to go to a JV volleyball game :DDDD but I had to leave after the first game --x I'm pretty sure we won though, cuz they weren't all that great (x

bye~

I miss you.

So today my sister went to JKI w/ Tiff, and I don't go to chinese school anymore, so I got to sleep in :D I woke up at 8:45 though >.> but I honestly thought it was like 10 something. I went to bed late too O.o so that's kinda weird.

Most of this morning was spent slacking off :D which really helps you feel happy.

Oops. completely forgot about Hello xD Hello was alright. :/ I think I might have danced more than Aloha (which is improvement), but at least there was lip sync :] which was REALLY REALLY fun to watch. Good job everyone :] (I'd list names but I'm afraid I'd forget someone and feel bad about it later ><)

Sarah actually came this time, even though it was because of her sister. :P and she had some fun (; hehe.

Shafqat and I had some fun xD weird but interesting fun. Dancing to "You Belong with Me" [x which is totally random to hear at a dance. but ok (: everyone was gone by then anyway for lipsync. but I honestly think that was the highlight of the dance for me besides lip sync ^^

So back to today. This afternoon I made a new friend :D and no we DIDN'T HAVE FUN *coughalicecough* Her name's Nicole and she's in 11th grade at a Christian Highschool somewhere. So I guess my mom somehow volunteered me to help her with Chem and Math? O_o iono. but yesterday she's like "Oh my coworker's daughter needs some help and I thought you could help." >.> well at least I could xD turns out I couldn't do anything about her chem cuz she's in AP this year. but she's doing trig for math, so we spent an hour on trig. Then we watched Wall-E while our parents talked :] I'm pretty sure I'll see her again eventually. She's cool ^^ (and white :DDD)

Then I vacuumed the house and FINALLY got something to eat >.<>

I'm looking forward to tomorrow (: though I don't especially like guacamole.

goodbye~

Angstrom

Many highlights of my day today (: some of which I think you guys might actually find interesting :D

So in Fierro today [x She lectured us about homework because a lot of people didn't show work on their hw. and then it started getting all personal and she's like "You don't respect me enough to give proper answers" or something about respect. It's not like I wanted to offend her >.<>

Then there was Pep Rally (: which absolutely failed for waterpolo :[ which was very disappointing. We'll make up for it in swim though >:]

So then lunch. Finally got something worth eating for lunch >_> pizza isn't that great, but I have to eat before games [x Alice tried to turn in her career thing, but the lady wasn't there. I'll try for 2nd semester if they have it.

We got out of 6th period :D which made me really happy, despite the loss of participation points. The bus ended up coming at like 1:20 anyway xD so iono why Brice told us 1:00. oh well. OMIGOSH! THE BUSES D: ok. so these new "natural gas" buses are like >.<>

Polo was alright, nothing special. They're so good though --x and their coach's room has banners from EVERY SINGLE YEAR swim & water polo league champions since like 2004/5 D: depressinggggggg >.<

Funny Story: So after the game, I went to get my towel cuz my stuff was away from everyone else's, and there were these Western girls sitting there, and they kept staring at me as I walked over there, and one of them pointed O.o which is weird cuz I was looking right at them. Then this girl's like "You're pretty." and I'm like "Thank you?" (x and I get my stuff and leave. Evidently they think I'd make a very pretty girl >_> cuz that's what they said when I walked away. GIRLS ARE WEIRD!!! x] end of story.

Question: What do girls expect a guy to say to that? (You're pretty).

Alice kept me company for like 2 minutes on the bus [x unfortunately not cuz she's a nice person, but she forgot something at school --x and she wanted me to get it. So yeah.......I lost my speedo at Western though D: or on the bus. iono ><>:])

~bye dears.

p.s. Years ago, when I was 13, my friend got hospitalized . I ditched my classes for the first time to buy fruits and candy at the grocery and visit her. Last year, she told me she was suffering from anorexia. She also told me she ate everything I bought for her that day. Her love GMH.

that's true love <3